This morning I got another call from a private number and thought it may have been my partner so I picked up again and this time no one said anything. I hung up and got a text message right away saying "hello?". I told replied and asked the person who he is and why is he calling me again. He said that was the first time he called and that he got my number from a pharmacy down the road saying that "I'm horny and want to f**k". I freaked out right away but kept my calm in order to get more information from this creep. I called the pharmacy and told them the situation. The pharmacist (who I believe sounded like 'Simon' from the previous day) told me he'll check the back to see if there is any messages on the wall. He came back onto the phone telling me that he could see it and will rub it off as soon as he hangs up. One thing led to another, I finally found out it was my cousin that did that. I know this because she is a drug addict and is the only person that knows my number and would require such services that back room of the pharmacy provided.
Disappointed, I text her telling her I know what she had done but I forgive her because I care for her like my own sister. She ignored my text and went to facebook to say that I am crazy and pathetic and that I used her drug use (which I had always accepted her for) against her. I text her again, making sure I was still being caring towards her but she would still ignore me and go to facebook and post things on her status about me that made me look the fool. I am deeply hurt and disappointed by this because the past year we have grown so close and it is such a shame that this had happened.
I cannot believe that this is in her nature and it is quite frightening.
This happens quite a lot in my life. People come and go and every time they leave they always made sure to trample on my trust and love for them.
Can hardly believe it's escalated quickly into something so ugly.
So now my new moto is "I solemnly swear that from this day forth, I shall not let anyone in close enough to hurt me (be it family or friends)"

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